I am really trying to stay positive, but WOW, its hard! It feels like eons since I am have seen Simon and this guessing game of when we will be re-untied is tearing me apart! I have been going through our wedding pics again and seeing some that that I didn't even know existed! I am will have to go get prints made this week. Still no O. Not happy about that. I called and made an appointment for 1/29 and hopefully will get the referral to see the RE then. I have been talking to some girls on the post and I have made my own diagnosis:PCOS. I have all the signs and symptoms. I pray to God that its not, but it has been mentioned by a doctor before. Its snowing here again and still frigidly cold. My apartment hunt has somewhat come to a hault since we are not sure if I will be going back to Jamaica or not. Part of me dreads the fact of going back there, but a huge part of me feels like I cannot breathe another second until I am next to my husband. Ughh this is harder than either of us imagined. I also don't want to be gone if I am going through this medical stuff, because the medical care there definitely isn't what it is here. I also must thank Nykki for designing this beautiful blog! I absolutely love it! I am also looking into taking a Phlebotemy course through UVM/FAHC that would pay very well and would secure a job for me for a year. More details about that to come. Happy Martin Luther King, Jr. Day and Happy Innauguration Day everybody! Here's to new begginnings:)
Walking up the steps.....
sneaking a kiss in.....
whispering sweet nothings....
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