SO I just came from my doctor, my PCP... and well... bad news. My intuition has been telling me this for a year, but here it is. Three major things she pinpointed: 1.) I am lactating, or for a medical term I have "Galactorrhea". She did a breast exam and couldn't feel much, but she did see the milk coming out. She is worried because my mom had breast cancer at 39 so she ordered an u/s and mammogram. Holy Shit, my first mammo at 24? Are you fucking kidding me! 2.) I can't make babies, which is obvious. Because of the first thing I mentioned she took blood to check Prolactin levels and has referred me to an RE at the biggest, best hospital in VT. I will be hopping on the horn tomorrow first thing to get an apt with Dr. Johnson. She also noticed my chart was a hot mess although she thought its possible I could have ovualted? Not sure why she said that with NO clear thermal shift?3.) I have blood in my urine. I thought I had a UTI.. nope. She mentioned the last time I was there they did a urine dip and I had blood in it too. Jesus Christ. She has sent it out to be cultured and run some tests. Oye.
To make things ALL the better, my mom and I went out shopping for a bit today and she HAD to buy some things for the grandchild she does not have but so desperately wants. She even told Simon to "get her pregnant already." Wow. See pictures of things we got below. As for all this shit going on, I am turning to God for comfort and answers. I am hoping seeing the RE I will get a clear diagnosis or answer to make sense of this mess. As for now I must turn to the GP board for support along with my Junior Mints! :) God Bless.
because Simon's sister is hell bent that we will have a girl, and she would be our miracle:).......




A little hat we found at Old Navy, it has little mice and acorns on it... soo cute!

Im sorry. But don't give up hope. Miracles happen everyday!!
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