Snow,Snow,Snow

Happy Winter Everybody! I think we have enough snow here to last through March, but yay for a white Christmas! The days seem to be getting longer as we near Christmas and I actually cried myself to sleep last night until midnight. I don't know what I would do without Simon. Not only was I upset about the doctor's appointment, but my shoulder has been absolutely killing me and percocet isn't able to take the pain away. Between sleep deprivation, no hubby and the holidays here, I am one moody bitch:) I saw Lisa (my N.P, GYN) yesterday and pretty much nothing. I am in good health, but when we started talking about getting pregnant, the weight issue came up again. I know this is a factor, and we discussed this. I just feel as though no doctor wants to help/manage/care for an overweight woman who is TTC or is PG. So I am taking this process into my own hands and charting, doing OPK's and trying to figure when and IF I am O'ing. We shall see. Simon talked to his sister in Canada and the talk of him going up there has started. I just want him to be close.

Julie called yesterday. Her and Ebony ( my god daughter) are here visiting from Baltimore so that will be fun to get together. I am going to se Jessy and the boys today and bring them their cookie platter. Hopefully the roads are better. I will post more later with an update. Check out the snow pictures and everyone stay warm!!

Happy Holidays!!

So in my last trip to Jamaica, my husband wanted to see what I looked like with dark hair.... check out the pics and let me know what you think. I hope everyone is enjoying this holiday season more than I am. I never thought being away from Simon would be this hard. Everything I see makes me think of him. I try to shop for others, and find myself seeing things I want to get for him. I guess we are trying for me to be there for February, but with money being so tight lately, as of now it is just a dream. All the paperwork has been sent into immigration and now we are just waiting to hear something. As of November 19, they said it would take UP TO 8 months to process his case. Ughh. For now I am looking at traveling back and forth to Jamaica or if we are lucky he may be able to get visitor visa to Canada so he can see his sister and we can spend some much needed time together. We are wanting a baby at this time, but as of now I guess it is in God's hands. I am going to see the doctor December 29th to find out why I am not ovulating and having regular periods. I am interested in what she has to say since nobody seems to be supportive in this process. In the meantime, I have plenty of friends with kids or babies on the way:) For now, I wish everyone a safe, healthy and prosperpous Holiday season and New Year. Gold Bless.

Just Getting Started

So I am just getting around to making my blog and I hope all of you who read this will get a little of my world. I met my husband early fall of 2007 through his cousin and instantly felt something. I had my reservations though, for he lived in Jamaica and I was here in little Vermont. After a little over a year of large phone bills, we decided to take the plunge and get married. I married my best friend, lover, and companion on September 13, 2008 in Spanish Town, Jamaica. I feel so lucky to have a wonderful husband and blessed to have a multi-cultural family. We never stop learning from each other. ( BTW, sorry for the incorrect date on the photos, these were taken with a digital camera, and I am not sure how to remove or change the date.)